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Friday, 4 November 2011

Guys.
What about them? 
I have no idea.
They are SO complicated.
One second they want to be with you, and the very next... it's over.
They are like... "Oh, let's go out!... Let's talk about it in the week"... GIRLS, if the guy says something like that... say "Sure..." and DON'T believe him. They have this stupid tendency to run. Hello, guys?  MAN UP!
DON'T take them too seriously. And DON'T say yes to any guy, I mean sure.. go out and see the world, meet guys have fun. But don't settle for LESS. EVER.
I also think, we... or at least I should  not take guys too seriously, for real. They're fun, sure... But is that enough?? I think that even though everyone says that Disney ruined our lives, because it gave us unrealistic standard about what love should be... I think it's OK to dream about a true love, not lust.
I also believe that most of... or maybe all of my "heartbreaks" (I use commas, because I don't think I've ever been heartbroken... just disappointed) are due to my silly head... the one that imagines the perfect scenario, which by the way is SO perfect, it never happens. And that's why I end up sad. 
Confused about love??? HA! me too.
How do you know if you found HIM? They say you just... feel it. Well, I made myself believe I felt IT so many times, I don't really feel anything now. Not something different at least.

Like Micheal B. says... "I guess the half's timing, and the other half's luck"
I wish you the very very very best of luck and I hope you'll find your perfect match... maybe not soon, but in time :)


Thursday, 27 October 2011

Hi there :)


October 23rd
Ok... so I've been asked out by this guy I REALLY REALLY like. Like, REALLLY!!!!!!!!!!
Mhm, I'm just afraid he'll forget about me or something, because he said we'll meet next week because he has like tons of work to do! I don't like to wait, because I fill my head with all this stupid ideas, but the REAL problem is... I'm afraid he'll stand me up just like the other guy..
I'm not sure what I should do until he calls me (next week maybe.. I don't know when or if he'll call me..!)
But,  I think I should just take it a  step at a time, and enjoy the fact that the guy I like, has asked me out... Because that must mean he likes me or something.. right??




October 27th


I've seen HIM 2 times this week, I know it doesn't sound like it's a LOT, but believe me, IT IS. I haven't seen him since summer and all of the sudden I started meeting him...! Some say it's the POWER of my MIND.  An I'm not sure if I believe THAT, but it is true that I have "decided" I wanted to see him and BOOM, I saw him, and we had a little chit-chat.


What have I learnt this week? I'm not sure haha.  I just have this PEACE within me.
I saw yesterday the guy that stood me up, I even hugged him when I saw him and said hello, he was kinda confused. But I was ok with the situation, I thought I would be sooo angry when I saw him again, but NO. I just didn't care... Of course I would NEVER ever even think about going out with him ever ever again! But I wasn't mad, or upset, or sad... or anything. It felt good.


On the other hand, I don't want to loose hope in guys or love, but I'm starting to take things more calmly. It might work, plus it feels good. I finally understood that thing really DO happen when they should and because they should, so their is REALLY no use in rushing anything.


IT FEELS GOOD.


Of course, I still have that little BUG in my head saying "Go make something happen, you LIKE him! DO something", but I want HIM to be the one to do something for a change, and then again things will happen when they should. Meanwhile I'll keep myself open for what it will come :)


And I'll listen to this playlist:



If This Was A Movie Taylor Swift
You got me                       Colbie Caillat
Today Was A Fairytale       Taylor Swift
Sparks Fly                          Taylor Swift
Jump Then Fall                    Taylor Swift
Fallin' For You                  Colbie Caillat
Superstar                          Taylor Swift
One In This World            Haylie Duff
Love Story                       Taylor Swift
Your Anything                   Taylor Swift
You Belong With Me        Taylor Swift
Fearless                            Taylor Swift
What if                            Colbie Caillat
Bubbly                            Colbie Caillat
Singled Out                     A*Teens
Daydream                      Miranda Cosgrove
Half of My Heart           John Mayer
Hip To My Heart      The Band Perry
Untouchable                Taylor Swift
Things I'll Never Say    Avril Lavigne