Hi there :)


October 23rd
Ok... so I've been asked out by this guy I REALLY REALLY like. Like, REALLLY!!!!!!!!!!
Mhm, I'm just afraid he'll forget about me or something, because he said we'll meet next week because he has like tons of work to do! I don't like to wait, because I fill my head with all this stupid ideas, but the REAL problem is... I'm afraid he'll stand me up just like the other guy..
I'm not sure what I should do until he calls me (next week maybe.. I don't know when or if he'll call me..!)
But,  I think I should just take it a  step at a time, and enjoy the fact that the guy I like, has asked me out... Because that must mean he likes me or something.. right??

October 27th


I've seen HIM 2 times this week, I know it doesn't sound like it's a LOT, but believe me, IT IS. I haven't seen him since summer and all of the sudden I started meeting him...! Some say it's the POWER of my MIND.  An I'm not sure if I believe THAT, but it is true that I have "decided" I wanted to see him and BOOM, I saw him, and we had a little chit-chat.


What have I learnt this week? I'm not sure haha.  I just have this PEACE within me.
I saw yesterday the guy that stood me up, I even hugged him when I saw him and said hello, he was kinda confused. But I was ok with the situation, I thought I would be sooo angry when I saw him again, but NO. I just didn't care... Of course I would NEVER ever even think about going out with him ever ever again! But I wasn't mad, or upset, or sad... or anything. It felt good.


On the other hand, I don't want to loose hope in guys or love, but I'm starting to take things more calmly. It might work, plus it feels good. I finally understood that thing really DO happen when they should and because they should, so their is REALLY no use in rushing anything.


IT FEELS GOOD.


Of course, I still have that little BUG in my head saying "Go make something happen, you LIKE him! DO something", but I want HIM to be the one to do something for a change, and then again things will happen when they should. Meanwhile I'll keep myself open for what it will come :)


And I'll listen to this playlist:

If This Was A Movie Taylor Swift

You got me                       Colbie Caillat

Today Was A Fairytale       Taylor Swift

Sparks Fly                          Taylor Swift

Jump Then Fall                    Taylor Swift

Fallin' For You                  Colbie Caillat

Superstar                          Taylor Swift

One In This World            Haylie Duff

Love Story                       Taylor Swift

Your Anything                   Taylor Swift

You Belong With Me        Taylor Swift

Fearless                            Taylor Swift

What if                            Colbie Caillat

Bubbly                            Colbie Caillat

Singled Out                     A*Teens

Daydream                      Miranda Cosgrove

Half of My Heart           John Mayer

Hip To My Heart      The Band Perry

Untouchable                Taylor Swift

Things I'll Never Say    Avril Lavigne

Hello everyone :)

The sun is shining, and later I'll buy the dress of my dreams.

Lovely isn't it??

It's... so vintage and kinda sexy... ! LOVE IT!

I have finally discovered what I had to learn about THAT guy... it's okay to be stood up, nothing TERRIBLE happens. You'll be just fine, and now you know better. You just have to enjoy :) And say COME WHAT MAY!... Tomorrow I'm going to this party, with older guys, and cute ones too. I still don't know what I'll wear, probably skinny jeans a cute top and pumps!

I also learnt that all you need in life (when it comes to guys) is confidence... and FLIRT!... Hahaha, but I always thought that buy being flirty you had to know exactly what you were doing, you know like if you had a plan and some tactics you only had to apply them and BOOM you got results (meaning .... the GUY).

But that's not how IT works, you just have to enjoy. How? Find your style... WHICH is your style??... Maybe you are a bookworm... TALK  about books! Maybe you are a music GURU, work that...!Maybe you love to LAUGH, make THEM laugh with you while YOU enjoy that... TOUCH them, look at them in the eye, joke around them (That's my style).

And maybe the plans you have TODAY for TOMORROW won't work out, but you can still enjoy it now. Like, I'm not 100% sure I'l go to the party tomorrow, because lets face it.. you never really know. BUT I can surely enjoy thinking today what I will wear tomorrow and making the next list:

0-. The day before and before the party (meaning the morning of the party)... were very little makeup, don't do your hair but dress nicely. That way you'll look plain, and you'll sparkle in the party... Not only because, well you actually are looking a bit plain to the others, but because you think you look plain and when you get all dressed up you gain confidence, and that shows. Remember to wear something cute, because you want to look plain, not UGLY.

1-. Do eyebrows

2-. Clean pores

3-. Pedicure

4-. Manicure

5-. Shower

6-. Apply cream all over (Coconut cream... guys go GAGA for it, try this one!:http://www.pharmapacks.com/product_images/i/127/a1174040_4920__60664_zoom.jpg )

7-. Blow dry hair (So it'll be smooth and straight.. but not flat)

8-. Do make up... Ehjm.. THE SMOKEY eye.

9-. Dress.

10-. Jewelry! (Not much though.. just a little sparkle here and there)

11-. Perfume!!! (Vera Wang Princess?)

12-. Look in the mirror and say.. "OMG I'm so pretty"

13-. Ready!

All while listening to nice music... Taylor Swift, Aly Aj, The Band Perry.... 

Kisses*